Once bitten, twice shy
I am not unforgiving, but I am selfish. I do not want to jeopardise my next few months for the impending stress I expect you will give.This sounds bad, of course, since I am championing for second chances. Everyone makes mistakes, I do acknowledge. But, I am not sure if there have been changes since. I don't want to take chances. Risk-aversion is my principle nowadays. Maybe that's the issue that organisation is trying to tackle as well. It's easy to say "I forgive and forget" but in reality, it's not true. We all bear grudges, that's the hard truth, no matter how saint you are.
I'll try in any case. Maybe I should give you and I another chance, maybe, just maybe, the outcome is completely different from what I forecast.
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The beginning of an end
Tomorrow marks the beginning of an end.As usual, my fear of a new semester is overwhelming - the new classes filled with students from all walks of life with different attitudes, behaviours and habits. How am I going to approach them? What should I say? Will they like me? These are questions that bombard my brain every time.
Of course, as a 21 year-old going 22, I learnt that we can never appease everyone. Somehow or rather, there will be people who like you for who you are, and there will also be those people who never like you regardless of how much you try to be like-able.
Whatever it is, this year is my last year in NUS. I'll make the best out of it and try to enjoy it with my best friends. I don't know what awaits me in my future, so all I wanna do right now, is to be myself, to embrace my life, and work for the better :D
Name: Xuan | 千羽 久美子 | 채미선
Flavours of Life will be where I document some of those human mysteries I observe in my surroundings which most choose to ignore. It can be extremely interesting to stop, observe and reflect on them because you may be surprised by the sort of enlightenment one can gather from them. It is also here where I seek mental relaxation as it provides me with an escapism from the harsh reality. I will also use this space to immerse in my obsession for entertainment (Well, I can't quite move away from this since it is one of my main source of virtual happiness) 
Travel to Japan 
